I limp every step to my room,
find a familiar bed;
lose guitar and piano and drum,
all that was said;
turn back towards adolescence
like now I’m an expert in love
but to face ugly sisters and silence!
Was he having a laugh?
Words really matter. Blavatsky said 'the universe is never again the same for every word spoken!'. Reading and writing poems and poetry helps me concentrate on words, thoughts, feelings. My first son, Andrew, has Down's Syndrome and he allows me to see the world differently and that's a great source of inspiration - as are my sons Angus, Adam and wife Amelie...........words, poems, feelings ...........Love - of course!!!
I limp every step to my room,
find a familiar bed;
lose guitar and piano and drum,
all that was said;
turn back towards adolescence
like now I’m an expert in love
but to face ugly sisters and silence!
Was he having a laugh?
Light is bright outside Peterborough station, high
above a fey half-moon leads my eye up to air:
inside, we face each other – chatter differently
and this cafe bubbles, burns, declares
‘the snow fell as big as footballs’, ice
and hubbub lay a thick carpet, nobody reads
because snowfall centres talking. Minutes pass
and we don’t know if there’ll be a train to Leeds;
‘snow in our drive’, ‘skidding cars’, vroom-vroom.
Outside, sun and moon still burn. How
isolated each face is,
connected by breath, steaming coffee, talk of home;
exiled by flakes, by white stuff and brought into now
by a billion little changes. Longing for our villages.
A bluebottle flies around our bedroom,
even though it’s winter outside – sub zero
and central heating turns and soon clicks off
tonight; you wouldn’t want to be that creature
buzzing in a slowly freezing world
now, would you, when there’s no help to offer?
Tomorrow we’ll arise unlike our insect-friend,
unfeeling sheets and duvet, balmy blood;
that’s the difference – inner warmth
we share with others, keeping humans soft,
un-insect like:
and hot.
If I could construct
a spiritual pathway
it would revolve
and lift a spiral
beyond any roof.
We’d walk in water
with both feet on earth,
because of the steepness
gasping for air.
To get into truth
we would poke at a bonfire
and yell at the moon
letting out light.